Shake off

You are not a product of your past

Your past is your history

every one has a story behind their ministry

Their mess became a message

so quit listening to the enemy's voice

Look forward

YESTERDAY is HISTORY

Get your head above the waters

Rise above your circumstances

Don't build too low

Reach above the stars

Forget and forge on

Whatever we are overcoming

Nothing is impossible

forget the hangover days,

the days of molestation

the chips-fungas

the drugs we consumed

forget all that

flip a new page and forge on

let your past failures give you wings to fly

and not just fly....but soar up high

Let Jesus spin the wheel for you!!!

I almost.....But

I almost looked back

I almost lost it

I almost turned away from what i believed in

I almost fell of my destiny

I almost killed my Spirit

I almost ran dry

I almost......

But i did not

I tore that page of my book

Re-wrote my story

Re-tracked my life

Went back to the palace

Sat at Jesus feet

Wept,cried out

For i had sinned and fallen short of His glory

And Christ said:

''my child

I know life has been heavy on you

Wipe your tears

For you almost.....but you did not.

You are a new creature

I give you grace

Love in abundance

I empower you to face the demons of this world

To slay them in my name

To heal

To preach

To encourage

For your cup overfloweth

Forget your past Bev

You almost did......but you did not

You came back home

And your sins i will remember no more

Bev....

Go and sin no more

Remember greater is He who is in You''

With those words....

My dear

forget your mistakes

Remember the wisdom earned

Forge on

For just like me

We almost did fall off

But we did not

He holds us.....trust me

Jesus is real....

I know my saviour, do you??

Beauty of pain

The beauty of pain in my life

Is that it has made me who I am

It gives me strength to push

It gives me wisdom for living

It teaches me never to put trust in man,

He's here today, gone tomorrow

It moulds my character

From ashes to beauty

From slavery to royalty

From pain to relief

From bondage to freedom

From tears to joy

The beauty of pain is unbelievable.

I will not forsake God due to the inflictions of this world

I will stand faithful

Wait on God

Like Job,

I will still look to Yahweh.

Of Friends!!!!

Of friends that courageously look into your eyes

And out of their mouths come lies

Lies that sting and burn your heart

Yet, they have no compassion

What happened to true friends

Who speak the truth even when it hurts??

Of friends like David and Jonathan

Moreso like two peas in a pod

Of friends who care, mind, protect and cherish friendship???

Not of those who wound your heart with a knife

Add salt to the wound

Of friends who lie to your face

Be careful for they might drink your blood as well

A friend sticks closer than a brother

Doesnt a friend loveth at all times??

Dont friends stick out for each other??

Choose your friends wisely

Lest you nurse a burning wound of the heart

Be a faithful friend

One who stands for another in a million ways

Love sincerely and genuinely

Correct with love

Earn the respect of a friend

But of those who rejoice in your blood

Flee!!!!!

For wounds of the heart..do take time to heal!!!!

I choose Yahweh

May the words of my mouth

And the meditation of my heart

Be acceptable to you Lord

For I choose You

I look to you only Jehovah

You are the king of my desire Lord

Never again will I stray away from your ways

I have found my comfort

For you stay true despite of who i have become Lord

I choose You

I am sorry for ever leaving your sight Lord

Take my word Lord that this time i wanna dwell in Your House Lord

I wanna be found faithfully in You

For i Choose You

I have chosen You Lord

Forever and Amen

Through valleys and winding roads

Through love and emptyness

Through providence and lack Lord

Whatever it takes Lord

Im praising you from the floor of my heart

Hold my hand Lord

I choose You Yahweh

I choose You King of Kings

May i find favor before you my King

Never again do i want to stray Lord

I choose You Lord

Forever and Amen

Looking back

In the quietness of my small campus room

In a serene, country surrounding

Far away from the rowdyness of hostel environment

On my bed

With smooth music as my companion

Resting my head on my comfy pillow at the top decker

With my eyes closed

I look back in the years passed in this campus

And i smile

I brighten up

I glow

For i have made longterm friends

I have met a family....Concert Family

I have had my share of fun

I have grown body and stature

I have found favor before God and man

The journey has been worth it

Looking back

Im glad to say.....

It was worth it

Though it was not smooth at all times

The tears made me stronger

The hussles made me confident

The different encounters gave me wisdom

My weaknesses reaffirmed who my strength was

My inadequacies led me to my Provider

As I look back

To God be the glory

For without God

I would have been another true story example...

A story with a moral lesson

I thank God for He's been holding my world.

I am truly blessd

The 3D kinda blessings!!!!

My God is GOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!

I wish you knew

You did not know

With you i found love

With you,

I felt at peace

With your presence

I knew i was safe

With your care

I knew i found favor to love again

You never knew

With you, i put my all

You never knew

You were the epic of my life

I wish you knew

You were loved wholeheartedly

I wish you knew your value

I wish you knew that God looked at His creation and He was pleased

I wish you knew that sometimes love is you

I wish i told you these when i could

But then again i dont wish so

For those wishes did not manifest for a purpose

I wish you knew you are not the epic anymore

I wish you knew you betrayed the trust

I wish you knew you took a page off my life

I wish you knew you ripped me apart

I wish you knew you stole my pride of life

I wish you knew , i wish you knew

But now.....these are just wishes.

Now,its time to publish my book

Rewrite the failed story

With the pen of life and the ink of love

Life doesnt end

God is able to heal my heart

If only i take all the broken pieces to Him

Life is screwed but God is the healer

He's able to show Himself strong

He will

Dont give up on love coz of one failed story....

There's a blessing in letting faith be your eyes.


*this is to all good boys/girls who were not just taken but taken for granted.

Lord teach me

Lord teach me

To turn the other cheek when im slapped hard

Teach me Lord

Not to live like the unwise, but wise and shrewd

Teach me Lord

To weep out to you father

Not to harbour anger and rage in my heart

show me Lord

To me meek and humble

To be kind and grateful

To love like you do

To forgive 77 times 7times

Teach me Father

That even when it hurts

To believe You still hold my life in your hands

Teach me Lord

That regardless of my circumstances You are still Lord and earth is your footstool

Teach me Lord

To let go of my past

The old has gone and the new has come

Teach me to forgive myself

In that way i travel light

Teach me to be joyful through the storm

For Your joy is my strength

Lord, your the master

Im Your vessel Lord

Teach me God.

Take my life

Take my hurts

Take my fears

Bottle my tears

Hold my troubles

Take my pain

Take it all Lord

My world is safe in Your arms

Take over Lord

Take over Father

Calm my Spirit

Calm my life

Clear my storms

Hush the waves of the sea

Speak to my life Daddy

Decree your word

Your word is Yes and Amen

Quieten the demons in my life

Hush my worries Lord

Clear the red sea for me

Send a chariot of fire Lord

Send your Spirit Lord

Flow in me

Flow over Lord

Take over Lord

All i want is You Lord

Till i am consumed by nothing else but you Father

Take over my all Lord

And heal my life Lord

Thank God

I woke up hurriedly, dashing out of bed

Quickly, I grab a shower

Hurriedly, I wouldn't miss that breakfast

And purposefully I head to run errands

In the day, I travel safely

I make business deals

Doors open

I catch up with old friends

I laugh, I enjoy my day

I walk from one point to another day safely

I have enough bus fare

Or sometimes fuel for the car engine on a good day

I make new friends

I even meet my future spouse

Evening comes

Fatigue sets in

I hack through the jammed roads

I arrive home safely

Home sweet home!!!!

I catch up on some news on TV

Perhaps even have a laugh on Churchill live if its Thursday

I dine

Freshen up

Call it a day

I enter my warm, cosy bed

Snuggle up and call it a day

Today is gone, tomorrow awaits

Yet not even did I give God one second of my time

He blessed me with good health

Opened doors for me

Paved the way for me

Gave me life

Fed me

Yet I felt I deserved it all

A servant turned master

One sec for God is too much

Yet 36hours of raving, ranting and indulging was not enough

Psalms 103 reminds me: bless the Lord oh my soul and forget not His benefits

I purpose to remember my God in my youth

Thank God....even for the second and chance you get to wink my friends.

He is the potter,

We are just but clay.