You hurt me....But im letting go

You may not know
 
but u hurt me
 
i have been bitter
 
been angry at the whole world
 
i am full of bile
 
for all the pain
 
the heartache
 
the damage
 
the tears
 
the nightmares
 
the agonizing pain
 
the silent screams in my heart
 
the life on stage
 
the life i have staged
 
live on stage
 
coz i didnt have the courage
 
to cover my shame
 
and walk past the shadow of shame
 
yes....i have been hurt
 
yes....i have hurt
 
yes i am hurting
 
but im letting go
 
of the baggage
 
of the weight
 
of the bitter bile
 
i am turning my wounds into wisdom
 
my scars into stars
 
i am forgetting the cloudy days
 
i am remembering the day the sun shone on me...
 
i am forgetting the things that i cannot change
 
i am remembering the things i learnt from such.
 
i am learning how to let go
 
.....learning how to smile through it all.