16 July, 2011

Set me free

I am a fugitive


I keep running and running

I am scared of who I have become

I am wrecked, I am tattered

My life has cracks

My walls are completely destroyed

My temple lies in ruins

My temple is filthy

No room for the King

For how many men have walked over me

How many have had the pleasure of deflowering me

I let myself too loose

Nothing worthy about me

I am your rebound woman, your doormat, your pick-up girl

I am your second option

My reflection in the mirror kills me, haunts me

Sunday’s sermons crash me

Heard the pastor say that my body is the temple of God

And I looked at my cleavage, my miniskirt

My 6inch boots and I thought……no!!!!I carry no image of God.

I swam in alcohol for that gave me self worth

You see in my world self worth for a min is worth the minute of fame

For each morning I awake,

I find a stranger next to me

And it breaks me…

Well, I am running

Running away from an unworthy husband.

A husband who seems not to care

I find solace in the intern employee in my company

He is more caring, my daughter’s age, he has got the stamina

He knows how to rock my world

But each time I see my children

It breaks my heart to see their hope and faith in me

Yet I am a failed wife and mother

I have broken the sanctity of marriage, the confidence in myself and more so I have lost the intimacy with my Lord

I am caged

I am a prisoner of my own world

Well, I try so hard but not hard enough

I trash women like the plastic soda bottles we trash around

I am stuck in my dark cell room

I have done it all…..sex, greed, lust and women/men

I have had threesomes, foursome…..manysomes

I have masturbated,

I have attended orgies

I have changed the women like bedsheets

I have shuffled them like poker cards

I have defiled bodies, broken hearts

I have done it all

What have I left????any treasure???

My penis, my vagina….is like uhuru park

Public property where people do as they please

Or more so, Jevanjee Gardens; Uhuru Park is far well of class Crying faceSad smile

Well, my heart is hurtless, cold and numb

My mind is gone

My conscious is dead!!!!

I am my own prisoner

I wanna run away from me

I want to start all over again

But how???when everyone has branded me

The devil knows me by name

I want out

Out of this misery, lifelessness,hopelessness,numbness,carelessness


It is painful to be me

It is pointless attempting

For my wrecked life is like a magnet


You alone can set me free

It’s been a slow fade…a lost walk in the park

Help me see that I am covered with your fingerprints Lord

Bring out the elegance, the purity, the wisdom you set in me

I am a master-piece of God

But now I am a wrecked sketchy image of me

Lord set me free

Release me from my bondages

I want life and life in abundance

I want out of this life!!!





God is the potter and we are the clay.He is never too busy, in fact He came for people like us. The drunkards, the prostitutes, the confused, the low, the wreckless….He came for you and me. I don’t care how the devil keeps reminding you of the filth, the power in Jesus’ blood is able to make us white as snow. Remember the adulterous woman caught in the act: Jesus said, let him who is without sin cast the first stone.NO ONE DID. Why??for we are all sinners. Then Christ told the woman, “Neither do I condemn you, GO AND SIN NO MORE” John 8

Here’s your chance today, in your weakness, God is your strength. Don’t try being good, that never works. We need Jesus. the name above all other names. Believe with your heart and confess with your mouth. That’s what salvation is all about.

He who has the Son, has life and he is set free!!!!That is the only way out my dear.

I found my way out of my prison, have you been freed???

Stop listening to the devil and stop running away from the truth.

Be ye separate and set free.


*I have been there and I got out…..so can you my friend.


wrong turn

With love,

Let’s go back to our first creator, our God!!!Thumbs up


Jeremy Camp expresses it well: Would you take the nails from His hands?? The depth of His grace, every sin erased…He knew His calling and fulfilled it for US ALL


  1. Wow.
    M lost for words..............Very touching and Inspiring
    Barikiwa Bev

  2. Yaani.....HEH!!! Ukweli wa mambo.....WORD!!!!

  3. thank u:) All for love, all for God my friends:) baraka


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