Thot(1)

Find meaning in life
Value in love
Success in ambitions
Peace in God
Confidence in friendships
Worth of respect
Calmness of the heart
Sobriety of the mind
and life will be a game worth playing

Thank God for you

Thank God for u
Coz u rebuke me when i am wrong
You encourage me to follow my dreams
You laughed with me
You cried wid me....even wept my tears
You taught me great lessons
You dissed my stupidity
You encouraged me to keep the faith
You were there for me through it all even in brokeness
You are my life!!!!
Im grateful for the angel in you
Without you, i dont think i would reach this far

Her Life

she is alone
Facing her fears alone
She is capsizing
The turmoils in her life are sequential
She's praying
That one day she'll wake up and they are no more
She's fed up
Fed up of not speaking out
For always putting herself after others
Yet, here she is
Alone
Surrounded by sorrow,despair,flickering light@the end of her tunnel
Tears are her food
Disappointment her take
Sorrow her food
Prayers her hope

You need God

We need God
Yes,we do
God is ultimate
We need to figt the Devil
Who manifests through lust of the flesh and the eyes
Seek Him while He may be found
Coz someday maybe too late
If you've found Him
Don't give up
Don't be deceived
Hold on, fight the flesh
God gives you strength through it and He will cover your shame and carry you through it
Believe in your heart
Confess with your mouth
That Jesus is Lord
Good people don't get to heaven
It's believeing people that do
Know Christ and let Him be known through you

Walk Away

I need to walk away from some pages in my life
I need to walk away from my bad memories
I need to walk away from my failures
I need to walk away from my struggles
I need to walk away from love gone bad
I need to walk away from suffocating friendships
I need to walk away....and walk into what God has in store for me
Holding on to my past is detrimental to my present and future
Walk away from your chains
Don't be afraid to shine your shine
You are worth more than you think
Letting go of baggage is necessary if you wanna fly and soar like eagles
Don't hold on to mistakes,
Let go, walk away
Its the 1st step to freeing oneself
Walk away.....
Refuse to be a captive of your past.

A thot...

You have her before you
Yet you don't see
She tries to get your attention
But you have no time for her
She cares for you
Yet you assume her
She prays for you
But to you, God is a notion less you appear too spiritual
She makes your day,
You are the world's hero,never hers
She hopes one day you'll see her worth
In the meantime, you waste your life away
Sometimes God blesses you with the love of your life
But your too busy chasing the wind
Value your loved one
If i were you, he would be my prince
If i were you, she would be my queen.

Carte Blanche by Nanjira Sambuli

Feel free to hurt me
I could use the extra pain
Feel free to crash me
I do best without oxygen
Feel free to insult me
It's my life's source of motivation
Feel free to mock me
My one and only form of compliment
Feel free to use me
I'm a human machine
Feel free to walk away
In my eyes, it's a beautiful view
Feel free to say nothing
Your silence means a thousand words
Feel free to pull one on my head
That will be my saving grace!
Like a sanctuary,everyone is welcome
I wait upon what you bring with open arms
A fresh bout of pain,new stab in the back
A new reason to cry
To feel used
A new vocabulary of insults
That sounds like music to my ears
It's a carte blanche
A blank cheque
Take as much as you can
Leave as little as you can afford
Except the emptiness, that's so fulfilling
The pain that's so motivating
The hurt that's so inspiring
The tears that are so nourishing
Walk away,don't look back
After all, it's a carte blanche

When?

When will I ever learn?
When will I realize it is not worth even a dime?
When will i listen to the still voice?
When will wisdom be my eyes?
When will I learn that i deserve much more?
When will I have the strength to dust myself of the pain and hurt?
When will Bev learn??
Just when!!!!!!!!

Hold on

I will hold on
Even when the tide is strong
I will hold on
Even when it doesn't make sense
I will hang in there
Even when all hope is gone
Even when the Devil is on my case
Even when love is dry
Even when my loved ones are no more
Even when my grades are wanting
Even when the future is not all bright
Even when the uncertainities of life prevail
I will hold on
Life is not easy
But i don't operate on my own
I have a God who never sleeps nor slumbers
He is up in my business
Minding every step of my way
So even when life doesnt have me in mind
I have a Daddy who's watching my back 24-7, 365 days.

Solemn prayer to Daddy

I write about life,
I write about friendship
I speak to the heart broken
I speak to inspire
I seek to bless with my words
Give hope with His word
But my temple runs in ruins
I seek to rise above the storm
To save myself from the hussles that suffocate me
I seek to smile through the storm
To rebuild the broken temple
I seek to pump life into myself
I seek to bubble with love
To wipe the hot tears away
To turn back the hands of time
So i ask the Father
To refill my cup once more
To ignite the passion that was once in my heart
To overflow me with joy
To inject me with love
For behind this smile Daddy is a girl thirsting for you
For your ways
For your face and not your hand
I can't lay in ruin anymore
Make me over again Lord