What does not kill you, makes you stronger
Go through the fire to come out as gold.
You are not a quitter
This world has nothing on you.
God holds you through it all
If He wont get you out through the fire
He will carry you through it all
Learn the lessons
Forget the details
If you want to be a butterfly
You have to accept the process of metamorphosis
Be an eagle
withstand the storm
Soar high
Find an eagle mate
Aim for the sky and beyond
You were not built to break
You are gold!!!
You are redefined
You are precious
Don't be afraid to fly
Regardless of the storms of this life
Keep soaring to greater heights
Shock the world
Don't be afraid to shine your shine.
25 February, 2011
By your side
My child
I formed you in your mother's womb
I knew where to place you on this earth
I know the number of stars in the sky
I know the hairs on your head
I know your future
I died on the cross for you
Conquered the grave for you child
So why you crying my child??
Why are you striving alone??
Why are you trying to earn grades??
Allow me to lift your face
Just dont turn away my child
Stop looking for love
Stop searching my dear
Am i not enough??
Where will you run to??
I love you unconditionally
I will be by your side
Please dont fight these hands that are holding you
I promised to hold you through it all
I died on that cross
That i may give you life
Allow my blood to make you whole sweetheart
I want you to know that I love you
I wont let you go
I'll be by your side
Whenever you call me
I promised you sweetheart
Call me
I miss you.
Love, God
I formed you in your mother's womb
I knew where to place you on this earth
I know the number of stars in the sky
I know the hairs on your head
I know your future
I died on the cross for you
Conquered the grave for you child
So why you crying my child??
Why are you striving alone??
Why are you trying to earn grades??
Allow me to lift your face
Just dont turn away my child
Stop looking for love
Stop searching my dear
Am i not enough??
Where will you run to??
I love you unconditionally
I will be by your side
Please dont fight these hands that are holding you
I promised to hold you through it all
I died on that cross
That i may give you life
Allow my blood to make you whole sweetheart
I want you to know that I love you
I wont let you go
I'll be by your side
Whenever you call me
I promised you sweetheart
Call me
I miss you.
Love, God
24 February, 2011
The God-view
The world may consider you finished
But God has just began redefining you
The world sees you as gabbage
But God sees the jewel in you
The world calls you a whore
But Jesus sees you as a princess
The world forgets not your past
Focuses on your present
But God sees who you would become
You may be a failure
But God does not dismiss you
God is a God of 2nd chances
He gives you a chance to come as you are
With all your baggage,
Come unto Him all who are heavy laden
Find rest my soul in God alone
He will receive you with arms wide open
You are wonderfully and beautifully made
You gotta see things the God way my dear
In that way...
You'll realize you are an angel
And God loves you dearly.
But God has just began redefining you
The world sees you as gabbage
But God sees the jewel in you
The world calls you a whore
But Jesus sees you as a princess
The world forgets not your past
Focuses on your present
But God sees who you would become
You may be a failure
But God does not dismiss you
God is a God of 2nd chances
He gives you a chance to come as you are
With all your baggage,
Come unto Him all who are heavy laden
Find rest my soul in God alone
He will receive you with arms wide open
You are wonderfully and beautifully made
You gotta see things the God way my dear
In that way...
You'll realize you are an angel
And God loves you dearly.
Be glad
Be glad
Rejoice
Make merry
Be glad my dear
When life makes no sense
When your heart is hurting
When your life is in turmoil
When your plans dont succeed
When the world sees you as crap
When they gossip you
When a friend betrays you
When all you have is yourself
My dear God is refining you
You'll come out as gold
We are hardpressed on everyside
But not crashed
Persecuted but never abandoned
The fool says in His heart
There's no God
But you know your maker
Trust in Him
Joy cometh in the morning
In th meantime
Praise Him in the storm
Joyfulness shakes the enemy
Praise puts the devil in His right place
Be happy
You coming out as gold sweetheart
Ps:2 corinthians 4:8-10
philippians 4:4
Psalms 103:2
Rejoice
Make merry
Be glad my dear
When life makes no sense
When your heart is hurting
When your life is in turmoil
When your plans dont succeed
When the world sees you as crap
When they gossip you
When a friend betrays you
When all you have is yourself
My dear God is refining you
You'll come out as gold
We are hardpressed on everyside
But not crashed
Persecuted but never abandoned
The fool says in His heart
There's no God
But you know your maker
Trust in Him
Joy cometh in the morning
In th meantime
Praise Him in the storm
Joyfulness shakes the enemy
Praise puts the devil in His right place
Be happy
You coming out as gold sweetheart
Ps:2 corinthians 4:8-10
philippians 4:4
Psalms 103:2
19 February, 2011
He is Supreme
Have you ever sat down and just thought about you and God...
be in that quiet place and dine with God...not snack@Hz table and rush out.
Have you ever given Him your all??
A portion of your time and roach/sit @His crib,where Hz presence is???
I've come to realize many are the
times I'm too busy doing chores,
running to class,attending to my own
personal business that I forgot to
even tell God good morning...
imagine i can't forget to holla at my
best friend,attend lecture...etc etc but I
can forget Him who made me...
most people are busy giving their
time to their relationships,hobbies,
talent or desires...we spend our
lives hooking up,gossiping,doing
extra curricula activities,looking for
love else where yet God waits on us
wide open hands...to embrace us,kiss
us,shelter us,bond with us...
it is ironic how we ignore He who
loves us deeply and honestly to the
point of giving up His only Son 4 me...
for Naliaka...sinful as I am before Him
I realized that its about time He took
that supreme position He's entitled to
lets all give up our idols
be it your man,chick,booze,money,
clubbing,food,family,education,beauty
worship the Lord God,Jehovah!!
lets all tap on God's presence,
lets hang out with Him,
lets dine with Him,
for this is our core business on earth.
So my dear Lord,
forgive me for snacking at your feast,
nibbling at your righteousness
Picking at your promises,
showing up at your table only when I have time...
I'm malnourished by choice Lord...
I choose life,
I choose you to be my Lord God!!
AMEN!AMEN!
be in that quiet place and dine with God...not snack@Hz table and rush out.
Have you ever given Him your all??
A portion of your time and roach/sit @His crib,where Hz presence is???
I've come to realize many are the
times I'm too busy doing chores,
running to class,attending to my own
personal business that I forgot to
even tell God good morning...
imagine i can't forget to holla at my
best friend,attend lecture...etc etc but I
can forget Him who made me...
most people are busy giving their
time to their relationships,hobbies,
talent or desires...we spend our
lives hooking up,gossiping,doing
extra curricula activities,looking for
love else where yet God waits on us
wide open hands...to embrace us,kiss
us,shelter us,bond with us...
it is ironic how we ignore He who
loves us deeply and honestly to the
point of giving up His only Son 4 me...
for Naliaka...sinful as I am before Him
I realized that its about time He took
that supreme position He's entitled to
lets all give up our idols
be it your man,chick,booze,money,
clubbing,food,family,education,beauty
worship the Lord God,Jehovah!!
lets all tap on God's presence,
lets hang out with Him,
lets dine with Him,
for this is our core business on earth.
So my dear Lord,
forgive me for snacking at your feast,
nibbling at your righteousness
Picking at your promises,
showing up at your table only when I have time...
I'm malnourished by choice Lord...
I choose life,
I choose you to be my Lord God!!
AMEN!AMEN!
Between the altar and the door.
I'm just wondering what really happens between the altar and the door.
In my sinful state,I make the entrance to God's court
The gates are wide open for all.
I take the brave step towards the altar,into His presence.
In His splendor,I'm guilty but He accuses me not!!!
I'm filthy,not worthy 2 untie His sandals.
I mean I'm not even near heavenly material.
My name tag reads"FOR HELL".
But Christ's love is far reaching.
Its like how far the east is from the west.
He sinks me in His wine,His Spirit.
He renews me,
He makes me blameless,
Spotless as though I had not been condemned before.
He refreshes my soul,quietens my noisy spirit.
He bestows on me peace that transcends all understanding.
He looks at me and calls me His own,apple of Hz eye.
HE SAVES ME BY HIS BLOOD AT THE ALTAR.
The Lord has equipped me with the
Holy Spirit to go ye to the world and
make disciples in His name
At the altar, the world is in black and white,
I mean how could I ever falter!
From the altar,I begin the walk back to the door that I came in through.
But this time, I'm a new creation with the Spirit's assurance.
With the first 5 steps.
I'm standing strong!
Keeping the fight,representing Jesus to the fullest!
Then I make 2 faint steps...
What's not happening??
Mind battle¿¿war of the heart¿¿
where's my passion for the things of God?
Am I drifting away from my 1st love??
huh?
Before I know it,I've grown cold towards His teachings.
I no longer talk intimately with Him
I have lost the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Have you been there???
No sooner than...I'm crawling towards the door.
Church soon becomes a strange place 4 me.
Jesus is out of sight.
And I ask, ''what happened to the anointing I received at the altar???''
Where's the passion I had for my first love??
Where's the sparkle in my eye??
Where's He who holds my heart?
In whom I live,move and have my being!
I'm trapped at the floor...even before I leave the door
Between the altar and the door!!!
I'm trying so hard.
To stop trying so hard.
To let Him be just who He is.
Lord who u are in me!!!
But the chains of yesterday surround me.
I'm drowning in my mess.
Yet I yearn for the strength to keep the fight.
To rise above the storm
I don't wanna end up like before.
Yeah!!!
Somebody out there understands
what it means to be a fugitive between the altar and the door
we all know what it means to have such wars.
Like Paul said"I don't understand what I
do.
For what i want to do,I don't do,but what I hate I do"Romans 7:15.
When His truth is drowned in the storm we are in.
I have come to let you know that
Jesus died stark naked that you+me
would put our clothes on!!
That you+me will stand up,
dust ourselves and keep our eyes fixed upon the cross!!
In His arms of mercy I find rest
In His promises,I build my faith
In His works,I proclaim His name
The distance between the altar and the door seems short
But thats where all comes crumbling down.
Just between the altar and the door
Where we forget the words He has spoken,
The promises that burn within our hearts grow dim
The walk is not easy,
But hey am I treading on coal alone???
Am I sailing through the storm in solitude???
He promises to be with me to the end of the age
Its never how high I jump
Its never how fast I walk
Its always how STRAIGHT I walk
And my journey is between the altar and the door!!!
In my sinful state,I make the entrance to God's court
The gates are wide open for all.
I take the brave step towards the altar,into His presence.
In His splendor,I'm guilty but He accuses me not!!!
I'm filthy,not worthy 2 untie His sandals.
I mean I'm not even near heavenly material.
My name tag reads"FOR HELL".
But Christ's love is far reaching.
Its like how far the east is from the west.
He sinks me in His wine,His Spirit.
He renews me,
He makes me blameless,
Spotless as though I had not been condemned before.
He refreshes my soul,quietens my noisy spirit.
He bestows on me peace that transcends all understanding.
He looks at me and calls me His own,apple of Hz eye.
HE SAVES ME BY HIS BLOOD AT THE ALTAR.
The Lord has equipped me with the
Holy Spirit to go ye to the world and
make disciples in His name
At the altar, the world is in black and white,
I mean how could I ever falter!
From the altar,I begin the walk back to the door that I came in through.
But this time, I'm a new creation with the Spirit's assurance.
With the first 5 steps.
I'm standing strong!
Keeping the fight,representing Jesus to the fullest!
Then I make 2 faint steps...
What's not happening??
Mind battle¿¿war of the heart¿¿
where's my passion for the things of God?
Am I drifting away from my 1st love??
huh?
Before I know it,I've grown cold towards His teachings.
I no longer talk intimately with Him
I have lost the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Have you been there???
No sooner than...I'm crawling towards the door.
Church soon becomes a strange place 4 me.
Jesus is out of sight.
And I ask, ''what happened to the anointing I received at the altar???''
Where's the passion I had for my first love??
Where's the sparkle in my eye??
Where's He who holds my heart?
In whom I live,move and have my being!
I'm trapped at the floor...even before I leave the door
Between the altar and the door!!!
I'm trying so hard.
To stop trying so hard.
To let Him be just who He is.
Lord who u are in me!!!
But the chains of yesterday surround me.
I'm drowning in my mess.
Yet I yearn for the strength to keep the fight.
To rise above the storm
I don't wanna end up like before.
Yeah!!!
Somebody out there understands
what it means to be a fugitive between the altar and the door
we all know what it means to have such wars.
Like Paul said"I don't understand what I
do.
For what i want to do,I don't do,but what I hate I do"Romans 7:15.
When His truth is drowned in the storm we are in.
I have come to let you know that
Jesus died stark naked that you+me
would put our clothes on!!
That you+me will stand up,
dust ourselves and keep our eyes fixed upon the cross!!
In His arms of mercy I find rest
In His promises,I build my faith
In His works,I proclaim His name
The distance between the altar and the door seems short
But thats where all comes crumbling down.
Just between the altar and the door
Where we forget the words He has spoken,
The promises that burn within our hearts grow dim
The walk is not easy,
But hey am I treading on coal alone???
Am I sailing through the storm in solitude???
He promises to be with me to the end of the age
Its never how high I jump
Its never how fast I walk
Its always how STRAIGHT I walk
And my journey is between the altar and the door!!!
My Life, My Book
My life is a book
Mixture of fiction, of horror
of inspiration, of humour, of love and
the likes.
Its got pages of good reading.
And some well,not best selling
information.
maybe the paparazi would like the latter!!
am trying my best to write a book
like the Bible.
one that fulfils,
One that builds with every page
You know a book worth reading!
I wish i would erase some of the pages,bt I can't.
my book unlike ordinary books aint written in paper.
its engraved in stone.
wid every letter I write,
I hope to reflect David's heart...
to relay Solomon's wisdm...
to write every page wid Paul's strength,
with Peter's endurance.
And above all with Christ's love.
That's my wish my desire my prayer.
that at th end of it all my life may be worth writing about.
to say th truth...i jst try.
I'm not perfect.
I'm only bt human!
Mixture of fiction, of horror
of inspiration, of humour, of love and
the likes.
Its got pages of good reading.
And some well,not best selling
information.
maybe the paparazi would like the latter!!
am trying my best to write a book
like the Bible.
one that fulfils,
One that builds with every page
You know a book worth reading!
I wish i would erase some of the pages,bt I can't.
my book unlike ordinary books aint written in paper.
its engraved in stone.
wid every letter I write,
I hope to reflect David's heart...
to relay Solomon's wisdm...
to write every page wid Paul's strength,
with Peter's endurance.
And above all with Christ's love.
That's my wish my desire my prayer.
that at th end of it all my life may be worth writing about.
to say th truth...i jst try.
I'm not perfect.
I'm only bt human!
Burnt Bridges
We all have a past life...the life in our closets.
The life that we let go off,for this we now possess:the new life
We burnt the bridges down...
completely denied the past access to our present life...
we moved on...or so we think we did.
But there comes a season when the bridges we burnt down...
come back one day to haunt us..
when we find our past slowly creeping into our present,
when we find ourselves walking alone that road of life
.......all cold and teary....
when we wish to set the records straight...
we try to make it right...with the best intentions at heart...
...we never meant to hurt...
but still the bridges that we set ablaze...
still come back to haunt us...
when we wish things would go back to the way they were....
that the bridges we set on fire should forever be in our past...
I guess we all have mistakes in our life we aint proud of
we may blame them on people but at the end of it all.....such bridges come back to haunt us...
The bridges of our dark evil days...we know the bridges coz we all burnt them sometime...
The best way to go on after such is to learn the lesson and forget the details...
our past doesnt have anything on us
coz God says:Now the Lord is the Spirit and where the Spirit of the Lord is,there's FREEDOM"
We have the Spirit...we are free from bondage of such bridges....
remember the old has gone,the new has come...
The devil has nothing on us!!!!
no man is rich enough to buy his past back coz the power in Christ's blood just DELETED your past from
His database...He opened a new worksheet...
So even though the bridges that we burnt
come back one day to haunt us...
Remember Jesus has got your back...
THE DEVIL HAS NOTHING ON YOU
WE ARE GOD'S AROMA...
your past is just your past.PERIOD!!!
Don't waste today regretting yesterday,instead.....
....make a memory for tomorrow...
God bless y'all and keep the faith!!!
The life that we let go off,for this we now possess:the new life
We burnt the bridges down...
completely denied the past access to our present life...
we moved on...or so we think we did.
But there comes a season when the bridges we burnt down...
come back one day to haunt us..
when we find our past slowly creeping into our present,
when we find ourselves walking alone that road of life
.......all cold and teary....
when we wish to set the records straight...
we try to make it right...with the best intentions at heart...
...we never meant to hurt...
but still the bridges that we set ablaze...
still come back to haunt us...
when we wish things would go back to the way they were....
that the bridges we set on fire should forever be in our past...
I guess we all have mistakes in our life we aint proud of
we may blame them on people but at the end of it all.....such bridges come back to haunt us...
The bridges of our dark evil days...we know the bridges coz we all burnt them sometime...
The best way to go on after such is to learn the lesson and forget the details...
our past doesnt have anything on us
coz God says:Now the Lord is the Spirit and where the Spirit of the Lord is,there's FREEDOM"
We have the Spirit...we are free from bondage of such bridges....
remember the old has gone,the new has come...
The devil has nothing on us!!!!
no man is rich enough to buy his past back coz the power in Christ's blood just DELETED your past from
His database...He opened a new worksheet...
So even though the bridges that we burnt
come back one day to haunt us...
Remember Jesus has got your back...
THE DEVIL HAS NOTHING ON YOU
WE ARE GOD'S AROMA...
your past is just your past.PERIOD!!!
Don't waste today regretting yesterday,instead.....
....make a memory for tomorrow...
God bless y'all and keep the faith!!!
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For every pain we must bear,
for every sorrow,every care,
God gives hope.
For every painful word that's said
And every teardrop that's shed
God gives hope.
For every heartache...
For every lonely weary mile,
God does gives hope!!!
He made hope to sustain us until we are with Him eternally.
He will carry us through it all,if only we believe
faith faith faith!!keep the faith my friends.
for every sorrow,every care,
God gives hope.
For every painful word that's said
And every teardrop that's shed
God gives hope.
For every heartache...
For every lonely weary mile,
God does gives hope!!!
He made hope to sustain us until we are with Him eternally.
He will carry us through it all,if only we believe
faith faith faith!!keep the faith my friends.
Life is a theatre....invite your audience wisely
Not everyone is healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives.
Thea are some people in our life that need to be loved from a distance...
Its amazing what you can accomplish wen u let go of or atleast minimize your time with draining,negative,incompatible,not going anywhere relationships/friendships.
Observe the relationshps around you,
PAY ATTENTION
Which ones lift and which ones lean???
Which ones encourage and which ones discourage???
Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill???
When u leave certain people,do u feel beta or worse???
Which ones always have drama or don't really understand,know or appreciate you???
The more u seek quality,respect,growth,peace of mind,love and truth around u...
the easier it'll become 4 u 2 decide who gets 2 sit in the FRONT ROW and who should
be moved to the BALCONY of your life.
My friends,raw-and-uncut,IF U CAN'T CHANGE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU....THEN U GOTTA CHANGE THE PEOPLE YOU ARE AROUND!!!
Thea are some people in our life that need to be loved from a distance...
Its amazing what you can accomplish wen u let go of or atleast minimize your time with draining,negative,incompatible,not going anywhere relationships/friendships.
Observe the relationshps around you,
PAY ATTENTION
Which ones lift and which ones lean???
Which ones encourage and which ones discourage???
Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill???
When u leave certain people,do u feel beta or worse???
Which ones always have drama or don't really understand,know or appreciate you???
The more u seek quality,respect,growth,peace of mind,love and truth around u...
the easier it'll become 4 u 2 decide who gets 2 sit in the FRONT ROW and who should
be moved to the BALCONY of your life.
My friends,raw-and-uncut,IF U CAN'T CHANGE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU....THEN U GOTTA CHANGE THE PEOPLE YOU ARE AROUND!!!
The other side of L.O.V.E
They say ''its better to have loved than not to have loved at all''...
I agree with this..
It is written and the greatest of them all is love.
Love love love
It not a respecter of persons
Or of creed,age,social status
It knows no boundaries
Rich love the poor
Girl loves boy
Man falls in love with woman....
The christians love...
So do the scholars
But there is a downside of love
When love hurts,breaks,cuts you skin deep
When the love that bubbles in you
Burns you like fire
Oh I have been there
Wen whom you love you cannot have
Worse still whom you love,loves u too
When you have to suppress love...
Hide the love
Its killing the love in you
At this point,my heart says''better to have never known love at all''
But will I be saying this out of pain
Out of hurt...
Coz my heart has been slain...
Somebody once told me....
''never give up on love...''
In this haze of love...
In the confusion
In the hurt
Where will my heart lay??
Where will it find peace??
Will it love in pain??
My heart is flesh and blood
bubbling with love...
That cannot be channeled
So help me Father
for this is the other side of love!!!
I agree with this..
It is written and the greatest of them all is love.
Love love love
It not a respecter of persons
Or of creed,age,social status
It knows no boundaries
Rich love the poor
Girl loves boy
Man falls in love with woman....
The christians love...
So do the scholars
But there is a downside of love
When love hurts,breaks,cuts you skin deep
When the love that bubbles in you
Burns you like fire
Oh I have been there
Wen whom you love you cannot have
Worse still whom you love,loves u too
When you have to suppress love...
Hide the love
Its killing the love in you
At this point,my heart says''better to have never known love at all''
But will I be saying this out of pain
Out of hurt...
Coz my heart has been slain...
Somebody once told me....
''never give up on love...''
In this haze of love...
In the confusion
In the hurt
Where will my heart lay??
Where will it find peace??
Will it love in pain??
My heart is flesh and blood
bubbling with love...
That cannot be channeled
So help me Father
for this is the other side of love!!!
Raw and Uncut
Let me take you through this life
A self evaluation
A mirror-test
Probably your year kicked off in a bar somewhere...or in a bed u know not...
or it found u crying in your bed...guilt, shame killing you
or you lost a loved one and blamed the world...
Or you searched for God....and you still searching....
Perhaps you don't even know where you are
or worse...u know where you should be but you wont take the road...
is it fear...is it lack of faith???
does a beer or two solve your thirst for God??
does laying a chick solve your problems.???
does exposing the temple of God your body...earn u peace, and favor
does any of these pleasures build your inner self
c'mon lets be vocally bold
sex has never been a solution to your problems
neither has drinking
all these are temporary solutions
bodily satisfaction
but hey judge not
I will not judge you pretty girl for misusing your body
handsome man...i will not base it as a criteria for evaluation
instead i offer truth backed with grace and love....
God hates fornication....even a hint of it....
Read Hz word.Ephesians 5:3
the devil came to steal,kill and destroy
that's why he makes you void and empty...
he strangles the life in you
U wonder why you love that Christian girl/boy my fallen brethren...
its the glory of God you are attracted to....
the God in u is crying out....
hearken to Daddy's voice...
u r precious in His sight...
U r beautiful...
U r a total man in Him
U dont need to prove your prowess young man....
Lady.....honour your body.....
IF you disown his temple, where will the Lord dwell???
So take a step of faith....
Believe in the Son, The Father and The Holy Spirit....
Get saved my friend
I tell u this coz I have deep,genuine and true love for u....
U can get up and walk....I speak life into u for they that have Christ have life
and have it in abundance.
PS:this is your year of salvation....don't b left out my dears.
A self evaluation
A mirror-test
Probably your year kicked off in a bar somewhere...or in a bed u know not...
or it found u crying in your bed...guilt, shame killing you
or you lost a loved one and blamed the world...
Or you searched for God....and you still searching....
Perhaps you don't even know where you are
or worse...u know where you should be but you wont take the road...
is it fear...is it lack of faith???
does a beer or two solve your thirst for God??
does laying a chick solve your problems.???
does exposing the temple of God your body...earn u peace, and favor
does any of these pleasures build your inner self
c'mon lets be vocally bold
sex has never been a solution to your problems
neither has drinking
all these are temporary solutions
bodily satisfaction
but hey judge not
I will not judge you pretty girl for misusing your body
handsome man...i will not base it as a criteria for evaluation
instead i offer truth backed with grace and love....
God hates fornication....even a hint of it....
Read Hz word.Ephesians 5:3
the devil came to steal,kill and destroy
that's why he makes you void and empty...
he strangles the life in you
U wonder why you love that Christian girl/boy my fallen brethren...
its the glory of God you are attracted to....
the God in u is crying out....
hearken to Daddy's voice...
u r precious in His sight...
U r beautiful...
U r a total man in Him
U dont need to prove your prowess young man....
Lady.....honour your body.....
IF you disown his temple, where will the Lord dwell???
So take a step of faith....
Believe in the Son, The Father and The Holy Spirit....
Get saved my friend
I tell u this coz I have deep,genuine and true love for u....
U can get up and walk....I speak life into u for they that have Christ have life
and have it in abundance.
PS:this is your year of salvation....don't b left out my dears.
It's just a season
It is a season
It is an episode of life
It is not permanent
It is just a lesson
For a reason it happened
And the Lord is not shocked about it
I may weep now
but joy awaits in the morning
it may not come tomorrow, or the day after...or next week or next month
but it shall come to pass
at the end of this life
i need to stand before God and give an account of my life
so i will not faint now
i will cry...yes i will...they r liquid prayers...
but i will still do that which i am trained to do
I will accomplish that which i was destined to do
I can never see His glory until i have done my story
so....lemme write my story...with the pen of life...and erase some with tears of pain
but I will not tire of flipping through my life-story
neither will the turmoils of this life deter me...
I'm His...I am the Lord's.....
He'll see me through it all...
He has the better view of my life
I mean He is the Man Upstairs.
It is an episode of life
It is not permanent
It is just a lesson
For a reason it happened
And the Lord is not shocked about it
I may weep now
but joy awaits in the morning
it may not come tomorrow, or the day after...or next week or next month
but it shall come to pass
at the end of this life
i need to stand before God and give an account of my life
so i will not faint now
i will cry...yes i will...they r liquid prayers...
but i will still do that which i am trained to do
I will accomplish that which i was destined to do
I can never see His glory until i have done my story
so....lemme write my story...with the pen of life...and erase some with tears of pain
but I will not tire of flipping through my life-story
neither will the turmoils of this life deter me...
I'm His...I am the Lord's.....
He'll see me through it all...
He has the better view of my life
I mean He is the Man Upstairs.
Look Up, Get UP
I'm speaking to those broken
To those wailing in their beds at night
I'm speaking to those who hate life and think they are too messed up to catch up
I'm speaking to those whose spirits are broken
To those who've become numb to life
I'm speaking to those like me
My friends,we are broken but not broken to our knees
This is where our power is
IF we can kneel before the king of kings
He can teach us how to fly
By looking up up up, we learn how to get up
Yes the image in our mirrors is depressing
But hey we are still He's children
whether fallen or soaring...He is Daddy...
So...looking back at our past failures strains our neck muscles...
we end up bumping into people not going our way....
So waste not your life...we can make it despite all...
Saints r sinners who kept going...
Keep on keeping on...
Keep on looking up...
My dear...THE RACE IS NOT ALWAYS TO THE SWIFT BUT TO THOSE WHO KEPT ON RUNNING....
To those wailing in their beds at night
I'm speaking to those who hate life and think they are too messed up to catch up
I'm speaking to those whose spirits are broken
To those who've become numb to life
I'm speaking to those like me
My friends,we are broken but not broken to our knees
This is where our power is
IF we can kneel before the king of kings
He can teach us how to fly
By looking up up up, we learn how to get up
Yes the image in our mirrors is depressing
But hey we are still He's children
whether fallen or soaring...He is Daddy...
So...looking back at our past failures strains our neck muscles...
we end up bumping into people not going our way....
So waste not your life...we can make it despite all...
Saints r sinners who kept going...
Keep on keeping on...
Keep on looking up...
My dear...THE RACE IS NOT ALWAYS TO THE SWIFT BUT TO THOSE WHO KEPT ON RUNNING....
17 February, 2011
Give me a chance
This is my plea...
To u my friend...
To the church...
To the people who once believed in me
I know im baggage
Perhaps luggage to u
And to some i am gabbage
Whichever it is...
I know u hve ur reasonz
But gimme a chance....
I keep trying nd trying....
Trust me.....i am .....
But th brown bottle.....
The flashing disco lights....
Th randomness....,
Th fly chics.....th handsome fly dudes....
Th bhang....
Wah...,im chained....bt im trying....
Listen my saved friend.....
Th church....i beg u to listen
Cast me not frm wot wz once home
I know.....niko down....
But help me get up....
I know i kan free my self frm alcoholism....sex....fornication....
I just nid sb to blive in me....
Coz i feel unworthy....
A pat on th bck
A hand to hold me...
A word to inspire
A smile to brighten
A Bible to guide
And
Prayerz to protect
Iz ol i need
So gimme a chance to b a better me
Coz i know i kan
Hear me aut.....
Judge me not...
Help me aut!!!!!
Lord!!!!
who is with me on this one...
or am I the only one in this one
i keep running and running
how i wish i was running in the right direction
i am trying
but the distance between me and You Lord keeps getting wider
soon i will be a stranger in the palace
not the queen i was anymore
11 years old in this walk
yet i feel like i am 4000 steps behind the rest
does anybody hear me
does anybody see
does anyone see that I am going down today
this is serious Lord
i realized the distance between the altar and the door is the toughest
under this smile
is a lonely gal seeking for your face Lord
seeking to commune with You
needing Your affection
Your love Lord z all I need
teach me Lord
hold my hand Lord
sometimes i cant hear U
i wonder if You know me
reassure me of Your love Daddy
overflow my cup Lord
call me....by name Lord
Coz in this path between the altar and the door
I need to know You are there with me
Im sorry Lord
i'm simply laying down my crown
coz without U Lord, Im jst but grass
here today....gone tomorrow....
Lord i am listening...Speak, Whisper, shout.....i need to hear from You.
or am I the only one in this one
i keep running and running
how i wish i was running in the right direction
i am trying
but the distance between me and You Lord keeps getting wider
soon i will be a stranger in the palace
not the queen i was anymore
11 years old in this walk
yet i feel like i am 4000 steps behind the rest
does anybody hear me
does anybody see
does anyone see that I am going down today
this is serious Lord
i realized the distance between the altar and the door is the toughest
under this smile
is a lonely gal seeking for your face Lord
seeking to commune with You
needing Your affection
Your love Lord z all I need
teach me Lord
hold my hand Lord
sometimes i cant hear U
i wonder if You know me
reassure me of Your love Daddy
overflow my cup Lord
call me....by name Lord
Coz in this path between the altar and the door
I need to know You are there with me
Im sorry Lord
i'm simply laying down my crown
coz without U Lord, Im jst but grass
here today....gone tomorrow....
Lord i am listening...Speak, Whisper, shout.....i need to hear from You.
For a minute
for a while...
for a minute....
i kinda forgot wot it means to believe in oneself
i put aside the faith and belief
for a whyle i lost all i had built
i became still and lifeless
and the devil knew i was weary
weary in service...
reluctant in prayer...my only weapon....
shut myself in a cocoon
killing my inner self....
wetting my pillow nyt after nyt
silent screams.....headaches....
for a minute i lived like a pagan....
forgot the scriptures.....
the anointing...
the worship...
bt for a minute......
im reminded of the splendor of the King....
He wraps Himself in light...
darkness trembles at His voice
that is HOW GREAT MY GOD IS!!!!
and for a minute.....
i forgot His power, grace and mercy.....
Lord.......kip my mind and Spirit in touch with each other....
Lord take me to higher grounds....
that I may dine with you Lord.....
and through the fire......the whispers of the Devil....
let me stand firm Lord....
lest for a minute i fall and b part of the past Father.....
take a minute.....
Rem God......
His greatness. splendour......
and honour Him with every breath......everyminute.....
coz today u r here.......
tomorrow u r no more!!!!!!
for a minute....
i kinda forgot wot it means to believe in oneself
i put aside the faith and belief
for a whyle i lost all i had built
i became still and lifeless
and the devil knew i was weary
weary in service...
reluctant in prayer...my only weapon....
shut myself in a cocoon
killing my inner self....
wetting my pillow nyt after nyt
silent screams.....headaches....
for a minute i lived like a pagan....
forgot the scriptures.....
the anointing...
the worship...
bt for a minute......
im reminded of the splendor of the King....
He wraps Himself in light...
darkness trembles at His voice
that is HOW GREAT MY GOD IS!!!!
and for a minute.....
i forgot His power, grace and mercy.....
Lord.......kip my mind and Spirit in touch with each other....
Lord take me to higher grounds....
that I may dine with you Lord.....
and through the fire......the whispers of the Devil....
let me stand firm Lord....
lest for a minute i fall and b part of the past Father.....
take a minute.....
Rem God......
His greatness. splendour......
and honour Him with every breath......everyminute.....
coz today u r here.......
tomorrow u r no more!!!!!!
The unsaid
Usually.....one writes to encourage oneself...and in the process someones soul is uplifted
Rarely, does one sit back,evaluate his life and puts his life on paper
It is hard sometymz to let your struggle out
For fear of being judged
Yet you seek to confide, to seek the power of three in prayer
To find a sister willing to go up the mountain with you, stay wake and seek the Lord wid u nd for u
It is hard ...
staging lives kill u
For fear of being rebuked yet its counsel of the godly that you seek.
Im at a point in life wea paul sez:Lord, i ask of u tht u may take away this thorn in my life
Day in day out, it haunts
It kills
Kills my hope
Lessens my strength
Emptys my heart of love
Devoids my life of fullnesss
Its a struggle...ima b real
It hurts.....ima tell it like it is....
I wanna walk on water
I wanna tell of ths new life of abundance
I wanna speak in heavenly languages
I wanna walk in th Spirit
But Lord!!!!!!
The weights of ths life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hear my cry oh Lord
The unsaid....
The unspoken
The cries of a soul
I wanna rise above ths
I wrote ths to encourage my self.....bt olso to speak to sb out thea whoz struggling
U know ur thorn(s)......i know we will make it.....
Pray nd fast......
The Lord will sustain us nd uplift us.
Amen
Rarely, does one sit back,evaluate his life and puts his life on paper
It is hard sometymz to let your struggle out
For fear of being judged
Yet you seek to confide, to seek the power of three in prayer
To find a sister willing to go up the mountain with you, stay wake and seek the Lord wid u nd for u
It is hard ...
staging lives kill u
For fear of being rebuked yet its counsel of the godly that you seek.
Im at a point in life wea paul sez:Lord, i ask of u tht u may take away this thorn in my life
Day in day out, it haunts
It kills
Kills my hope
Lessens my strength
Emptys my heart of love
Devoids my life of fullnesss
Its a struggle...ima b real
It hurts.....ima tell it like it is....
I wanna walk on water
I wanna tell of ths new life of abundance
I wanna speak in heavenly languages
I wanna walk in th Spirit
But Lord!!!!!!
The weights of ths life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hear my cry oh Lord
The unsaid....
The unspoken
The cries of a soul
I wanna rise above ths
I wrote ths to encourage my self.....bt olso to speak to sb out thea whoz struggling
U know ur thorn(s)......i know we will make it.....
Pray nd fast......
The Lord will sustain us nd uplift us.
Amen
12 February, 2011
My wounds
When Jesus of Nazareth resurrected,He appeared before His disciples and Thomas was not with them.
So the disciples later told Thomas.....'Jesus is risen' but Thomas did not believe...he doubted of that yet He had witnessed the miracles of Jesus.
Jesus then appeared to the disciples again after 8dys when Thomas was with them
Thomas believed because he saw and touched the wounds on Jesus' hands
One has to identify with your wounds sometimes so that healing may come forth, faith may be built and ministry may be enhanced.
I write this blog so that my wounds may be a testimony to those who read this
That people may be encouraged,temples may be rebuilt,lives and souls refreshed,faith may grow within souls
So ima tell my story
Let people see my wounds
Some may even need to touch them so that they may believe
Let my wounds
My past
My mistakes
My failures be my ministry
May they touch somebody
Minister to their lives
Not how much i have hacked through it all
But how far the Lord has been gracious and merciful
My wounds are my ministry
But the glory is to my Father in heaven:-)
So the disciples later told Thomas.....'Jesus is risen' but Thomas did not believe...he doubted of that yet He had witnessed the miracles of Jesus.
Jesus then appeared to the disciples again after 8dys when Thomas was with them
Thomas believed because he saw and touched the wounds on Jesus' hands
One has to identify with your wounds sometimes so that healing may come forth, faith may be built and ministry may be enhanced.
I write this blog so that my wounds may be a testimony to those who read this
That people may be encouraged,temples may be rebuilt,lives and souls refreshed,faith may grow within souls
So ima tell my story
Let people see my wounds
Some may even need to touch them so that they may believe
Let my wounds
My past
My mistakes
My failures be my ministry
May they touch somebody
Minister to their lives
Not how much i have hacked through it all
But how far the Lord has been gracious and merciful
My wounds are my ministry
But the glory is to my Father in heaven:-)
The boat sails
This is just to encourage someone out there
Who's been on the cold side of life
Who is wondering whether God cares
Yes He does my dear
If life was all smooth,how would man know the power of God
how would God reveal His mighty works??
We have to lack,to see Him as the provider
We have to fall,to see Him as our Saviour
We have to be weary,that His strength is felt
We have to cry, that His arms may comfort us
We have to loose our idols,that we may recognize He is a jealous God
And the list is endless....there's His grace,love,faithfulness,priesthood,fatherhood,counsellor,maker
My friend,we can never have too much of God
Therefore my dear,sail on through the storms of life
Knowing that you are never alone
Knowing that grace is always in proportion to your task
Faint not,
You have all it takes to wade through this life
If only you look Up
Jesus is the way,the truth and the life!!!
Decide to sail with the Lord today:-)
Who's been on the cold side of life
Who is wondering whether God cares
Yes He does my dear
If life was all smooth,how would man know the power of God
how would God reveal His mighty works??
We have to lack,to see Him as the provider
We have to fall,to see Him as our Saviour
We have to be weary,that His strength is felt
We have to cry, that His arms may comfort us
We have to loose our idols,that we may recognize He is a jealous God
And the list is endless....there's His grace,love,faithfulness,priesthood,fatherhood,counsellor,maker
My friend,we can never have too much of God
Therefore my dear,sail on through the storms of life
Knowing that you are never alone
Knowing that grace is always in proportion to your task
Faint not,
You have all it takes to wade through this life
If only you look Up
Jesus is the way,the truth and the life!!!
Decide to sail with the Lord today:-)
Whatever happened!!!
What happened to the days when people believed in love and safeguarded their love??
What happened to family being supreme???
What happened to 1 man 1 wife kinda love???
What happened to fathers viewing their daughters as so and not sexual objects???
What happened to bodies being temple of our Maker???
What happened to dignity??to chastity??
What happened to humans being equal and respecting each other??
What happened to compassion among men??
What happened to respect to God???
What happened????
How does a man enjoy sex with a fellow man???or a man and an animal???an adult and an infant???a young man and a 70 yr old granny??
How does a woman sell her body to a man??or a woman??or to an object??
How do you let intoxication fool you??
How do you let a man carress your body??sexual highness???
What is happening????
The youth????????
Future leaders???
Future hope???
where is the hope for the society amidst all this????
What happened??!!!
What happened to family being supreme???
What happened to 1 man 1 wife kinda love???
What happened to fathers viewing their daughters as so and not sexual objects???
What happened to bodies being temple of our Maker???
What happened to dignity??to chastity??
What happened to humans being equal and respecting each other??
What happened to compassion among men??
What happened to respect to God???
What happened????
How does a man enjoy sex with a fellow man???or a man and an animal???an adult and an infant???a young man and a 70 yr old granny??
How does a woman sell her body to a man??or a woman??or to an object??
How do you let intoxication fool you??
How do you let a man carress your body??sexual highness???
What is happening????
The youth????????
Future leaders???
Future hope???
where is the hope for the society amidst all this????
What happened??!!!
Use me Lord
Use me Lord
Use me to the glory of your Kingdom
What use is it to me if i gain the whole world yet loose my soul in the end??
How will it profit my soul??
Use me Lord
Fill my cup
Let it runneth ove Lord
Let my heart be a temple of Your Spirit Lord
Let me dwell in Your presence Lord
Let me dine with You Lord
Lemme understand kingdom business
Use me Lord
Let me thy servant in thine kingdom Father
Lord, my prayer is to be Your Vessel
Lemme decrease Lord
As the trinity of God the Father,Son & Holy Spirit abides in me Lord
This i pray Father.
Use me to the glory of your Kingdom
What use is it to me if i gain the whole world yet loose my soul in the end??
How will it profit my soul??
Use me Lord
Fill my cup
Let it runneth ove Lord
Let my heart be a temple of Your Spirit Lord
Let me dwell in Your presence Lord
Let me dine with You Lord
Lemme understand kingdom business
Use me Lord
Let me thy servant in thine kingdom Father
Lord, my prayer is to be Your Vessel
Lemme decrease Lord
As the trinity of God the Father,Son & Holy Spirit abides in me Lord
This i pray Father.
05 February, 2011
Dear Life,
Dear life,
Guess by now you are well acquainted with me
I mean,its been 23 years, 10 months since my inception into your territory
Im grateful for the memories i have acquired on mother earth
The friendships that have come my way
For the salvation of my soul
For love, received and given
For the successes and the blessings this far
But life,
I am tired of the huddles
I am tired of broken hearts
I am tired of losing loved ones
I kinda need a break from the sequence of events lately
I need the unity of family
The strong bond of love
The fun, the company
You know.....
Life, teach me the lessons but lemme enjoy the journey as well
Kindly balance the good and the ugly
And when you teach me the lessons, may i not forget their value
Help me encourage the hopeless
Help me love the unwanted
Let the cruelty of the world not take me by storm
Life....please
This is my solemn prayer..
Yours truly,
Life partaker.
Guess by now you are well acquainted with me
I mean,its been 23 years, 10 months since my inception into your territory
Im grateful for the memories i have acquired on mother earth
The friendships that have come my way
For the salvation of my soul
For love, received and given
For the successes and the blessings this far
But life,
I am tired of the huddles
I am tired of broken hearts
I am tired of losing loved ones
I kinda need a break from the sequence of events lately
I need the unity of family
The strong bond of love
The fun, the company
You know.....
Life, teach me the lessons but lemme enjoy the journey as well
Kindly balance the good and the ugly
And when you teach me the lessons, may i not forget their value
Help me encourage the hopeless
Help me love the unwanted
Let the cruelty of the world not take me by storm
Life....please
This is my solemn prayer..
Yours truly,
Life partaker.
Mirror vs Me
Today is one of those days
I woke up
Stood before the mirror
And it was the mirror vs me
I was fatigued
Heavy eyed
Pale..
Sad...
In need of a revival
Teary
Ugly
Unworthy
Useless
Stupid
That was me
Yet the mirror reflected another
She was beautiful
Valued
Lovely and loved
Bright and intelligent
Joyful
Radiating His goodness
Happy
Ecstatic about life
Hopefull....
All this ,
The mirror vs me.
I woke up
Stood before the mirror
And it was the mirror vs me
I was fatigued
Heavy eyed
Pale..
Sad...
In need of a revival
Teary
Ugly
Unworthy
Useless
Stupid
That was me
Yet the mirror reflected another
She was beautiful
Valued
Lovely and loved
Bright and intelligent
Joyful
Radiating His goodness
Happy
Ecstatic about life
Hopefull....
All this ,
The mirror vs me.
All I want
I don't want money
I don't want hype
I don't want alcohol
I don't want sex
I don't want to travel
I don't want fame
I don't want glory
I don't want any of this
My heart is not in this
All i want is genuine lives
Humble souls
True friendships
I want peace of mind
Peace that surpases human understanding
I want wisdom
I want self control
I want a heart of love
Love that doesnt revenge,keep record of wrongs,kind love..
The kind God advocates
I want the blessing of fellowship.
The sweetness of worship
I want the fun of friendships
You know....
My heart craves for these
Until then
Let the waters rise
I will get there someday.
I don't want hype
I don't want alcohol
I don't want sex
I don't want to travel
I don't want fame
I don't want glory
I don't want any of this
My heart is not in this
All i want is genuine lives
Humble souls
True friendships
I want peace of mind
Peace that surpases human understanding
I want wisdom
I want self control
I want a heart of love
Love that doesnt revenge,keep record of wrongs,kind love..
The kind God advocates
I want the blessing of fellowship.
The sweetness of worship
I want the fun of friendships
You know....
My heart craves for these
Until then
Let the waters rise
I will get there someday.
Tough year
When 2010 ended..
I was looking forward to 2011
But never at any point in my life did my heart know what the future held out for me
Never did my mind fathom of the storms that await me
With a child's innocence,
I welcomed the new year
And here i am
No peace
No joy
No happiness
No hope
No strength
No courage
No love
Just me
Empty me
2011, though the 2nd month feels so heavy on me
Where do i start??
Troubled heart
Cold heart
Mind boggled
Lifeless
Many questions
No answers
Weak
Trampled
Destitute
Name it
Where did i lose it all??
Where did i fail??
Lord!!!!!
Where is my strength?
Where can i ran to?
Where do i hide my troubled heart, heavy eyes and pointless life????
Where???
And the sad part of this
Its only February!!!!!!
I was looking forward to 2011
But never at any point in my life did my heart know what the future held out for me
Never did my mind fathom of the storms that await me
With a child's innocence,
I welcomed the new year
And here i am
No peace
No joy
No happiness
No hope
No strength
No courage
No love
Just me
Empty me
2011, though the 2nd month feels so heavy on me
Where do i start??
Troubled heart
Cold heart
Mind boggled
Lifeless
Many questions
No answers
Weak
Trampled
Destitute
Name it
Where did i lose it all??
Where did i fail??
Lord!!!!!
Where is my strength?
Where can i ran to?
Where do i hide my troubled heart, heavy eyes and pointless life????
Where???
And the sad part of this
Its only February!!!!!!
02 February, 2011
Chasing the wind
Have you ever woken up one day and realised that you've been chasing the wind??
Or that all you've been seeing was a mirage??
You see,that's the irony of life
Sometimes you gotta chase butterflies
Othertimes..you gotta realize its just the wind
You gotta engage your mind at all times
Even God says,the heart is deceitful above all things
Never park your mind
Your mind is your life
Emotions are beautiful but not on empty minds
Be careful with your life my dear
Lest you keep chasing the wind.
Or that all you've been seeing was a mirage??
You see,that's the irony of life
Sometimes you gotta chase butterflies
Othertimes..you gotta realize its just the wind
You gotta engage your mind at all times
Even God says,the heart is deceitful above all things
Never park your mind
Your mind is your life
Emotions are beautiful but not on empty minds
Be careful with your life my dear
Lest you keep chasing the wind.
Thot(2)
Somebody wake me up
Wake me up from this harsh reality
The realisation that i had been asleep
Somebody pinch me
Take me back in time
That i may choose wise paths
i need to open my eyes
Clear my tears
I am in the harsh reality
Hacking through it is hard
But through the haze
Through the craze
may i wake up in one piece
May i lead myself to wise paths
That sorrow may not be my passion
....i have it in me
I just have to find my life in me
Before....its too late
Wake me up from this harsh reality
The realisation that i had been asleep
Somebody pinch me
Take me back in time
That i may choose wise paths
i need to open my eyes
Clear my tears
I am in the harsh reality
Hacking through it is hard
But through the haze
Through the craze
may i wake up in one piece
May i lead myself to wise paths
That sorrow may not be my passion
....i have it in me
I just have to find my life in me
Before....its too late
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